張棟樑-痛徹心扉

回憶充滿整個房子　我們的住處

圍困我笑也不會 茶也不思 一個人
恍又惚惚 相愛的國度裡沒有人居住

憶混亂我的腳步　阻礙了出路
證明了妳的自私 妳的貪圖 殘忍的
看著我無助 平淡的回應我虛假的無辜

痛徹心扉記憶的傷　一吋一吋像你的冷酷
否定我這些日子以來的付出
不能睡的痛楚 不知名的憤怒
不能上訴 只能安靜痛哭

回憶混亂我的腳步　阻礙了出路
證明了妳的自私 妳的貪圖 殘忍的
看著我無助 平淡的回應我虛假的無辜

痛徹心扉記憶的傷　一吋一吋像你的冷酷
否定我這些日子以來的付出
不能睡的痛楚　不知名的憤怒
不能上訴 只能安靜痛哭

痛徹心扉記憶的傷　一吋一吋像妳的冷酷
告訴我不再需要有我來保護
不能睡的痛楚　不知名的憤怒
不能上訴　只能安靜的痛哭

不能睡的痛楚　不知名的憤怒
不能上訴　只能安靜的痛哭

北極星的眼淚

像断了线
消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去
你的脸
再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见

再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见

当对的人
等不到对的时间
就在放放开手的瞬间
爱撕成两边
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱
不见
整个宇宙都
流眼泪

Memories...Erasing...2

Once a happy memories, now make me feel sad...
you said you treat me better than the rest...
i don't how to accept...i really don't know

2001 Valentine day..

Another card to you...

On Valentine's Day
Do you want to know what i want in a relationshio?

I want emotional closeness.
I want sharing I want a beautiful bridge between us that is always there,
always open,
always secure,
always ours alone..

I want communication
I want words that speak our language
I want touches that say more than words can mean,
I want to talk things over,
whether they're little or large.
I want to be more in touch with you than i've ever been before

I want the things we do to turn into
some of nicest memories any two people could ask for

I want friendship. I want love.
I want gentleness. I want strength
I want as much happiness as tomorrow can promise to anyone

I want to be home to you
I want you to be home to me

And I want the smile that is in my heart
to always reflect so beautifully
in the eyes I most love to see

I found what I was searching for
And now the thing i most want to do is to let you know
how very much i love you.

Its all over.......

林俊傑 記得 MV

林俊杰-记得


词:易家扬 曲:林俊杰

谁还记得是谁先说　永远的爱我　
以前的一句话是我们　以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得　当初那些温柔　
我和你手牵手说要一起　走到最后

我们都忘了　这条路走了多久　
心中是清楚的　有一天　有一天都会停的
让时间说真话　虽然我也害怕　
在天黑了以后　我们都不知道　会不会有以后

我们都累了　却没办法往回走　
两颗心都迷惑　怎么说　怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么　也许你也不懂　
两个相爱的人　等着对方先说　想分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候　
我和你的眼中看见了　不同的天空
走得太远终于走到　分岔路的路口　
是不是你和我　要有两个　相反的梦

Memories...Erasing...

Sad..
Feeling terribly sad..

Doing packing and saw our wedding photos..
Once a loving us..
Once you had all your love for me and now it belongs to others..

1st birthday card...2000

I will always...

I will always promise to give you the best of myself...
and to ask you no more than you can give

I will always accept you the way you are..
I fell in love with you for the qualities, abilities, and the outlook on life that you have,
and I won't try to reshape you in a different image

I will always share with you...
my time, my close attention, and bring joy and strength and imagination to our relationship...

I will always promise to grow along with you..
to be willing to face change as we both change,
standing side by side
facing the future together

I will always love you
in good times and bad,
in the only way i know how,
completely and forever.

I love you

Together with another bookmark

For someone special who had made all difference in my life

You are different from anyone I've met before
and yet, somehow, there's something distinctly familiar about you.
Maybe its in the way your eyes laugh so clearly or maybe it has something to do with the warmth in your heart.

Whatever it is, its the reflection of your beautiful soul.
I've never known anyone to understand or care like you do.
You have a great gift and that gift is yourself.
I'd like to thank you for choosing to share that gift with me.
And though no one person may be able to change the world, I want you to know that you have made a significant difference in my life and i appreciate you.

Yes...you change my life.

她们的好，我的坏。。

你说她们为你付出了很多
你说她们在你需要帮助时，她们无条件的帮助。
你说她们无条件的爱你。。。
这一切，我却没有做到。

你说你全家人欠我的。。
欠我什么？

你说我的坏，她们的好
你选择她们，不舍得放弃她们。。
我还能说些什么。。只好怪自己。。只能一个人伤心。。

一切只剩责备。。

跟你在一起，我又得到了什么？
流了一大堆的泪，又为了什么？
我真的不比她们更爱你吗？

一切都不重要了。。

周杰倫-说了再见

Came across this MTV by 周杰倫..
Not able to share the video...click on link to see..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TrV8Vs8clx4

周杰倫-说了再见

天亮了　

雨下了　
你走了清楚了　
我愛的　
遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

想要放　
放不掉　
淚在飄你看看　
你看看　
看不到我假裝過去不重要　
卻發現自己辦不到
說了再見　
才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　
而你我找不到若角色對調你說好不好
說了再見　
才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉說好陪我到老　
又狠往哪裡走再次擁抱一分一秒都好

天亮了　
雨下了　
你走了清楚了　
我愛的　
遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

想要放　
放不掉　
淚在飄你看看　
你看看　
看不到我假裝過去不重要　
卻發現自己辦不到
說了再見　
才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　
而你我找不到若角色對調你說好不好

你的笑　
你的好　
腦海裡　
一直在繞我的手　
忘不了　
你手的溫度心碎了一地　
撿不回從前的心跳　
傷心過去我無力逃跑　
說再見　
才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　
又狠往哪裡走再次擁抱一分一秒都好

Why?

Why is it till now, you are still lying?
You lie to make you feel good or make me feel better?

13 Feb 11 - 13 years service

Today marks my 13 years service in Singapore prison service!
WOW!!!

hmm...going to get my...Super long service award?!

黃小琥-沒那麼簡單

沒那麼簡單 就能找到 聊得來的伴
尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經

沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經
想念最傷心 但卻最動心 的記憶

劉德華-天意MV

My favorite singer..
Andy Lau..
Used to listen to his song since...Secondary?
This is one of them I used to hum when i was young...



谁在乎 我的心里有多苦

谁在意 我的明天去何处
这条路 究竟多少崎岖 多少坎坷途
我和你 早以没有回头路
我的爱 藏不住
任凭世界无情的摆布
我不怕痛 不怕输
只怕是再多努力也无助
如果说 一切都是天意 一切都是命运
终究已注定
是否 能再多爱一天 能再多看一眼
伤会少一点
如果说 一切都是天意 一切都是命运
谁也逃不离
无情无爱 此生又何必

谁在乎 我的心里有多苦
谁在意 我的明天去何处
这条路 究竟多少崎岖 多少坎坷途
我和你 早以没有回头路
我的爱 藏不住
任凭世界无情的摆布
我不怕痛 不怕输
只怕是再多努力也无助
如果说 一切都是天意 一切都是命运
终究已注定
是否 能再多爱一天 能再多看一眼
伤会少一点
如果说 一切都是天意 一切都是命运
谁也逃不离
无情无爱 此生又何必

如果说 一切都是天意 一切都是命运
终究已注定
是否 能再多爱一天 能再多看一眼
伤会少一点
如果说 一切都是天意 一切都是命运
谁也逃不离
无情无爱 此生又何必
无情无爱 此生我认命

受伤的心

受伤的心，痛何时能够痊愈，受伤的心，痛，痛，痛。


以为一直一直付出就会天长地久，以为一直一直爱着就能天荒地老，以为时间能等待，以为等待能出现奇迹，以为奇迹是为受伤的心准备的，以为你一直都是梦里的天使。

看着故事一点一点地写出来，看着感觉一点一点死灭，看着时间收尾，看着感情在眼前一遍一遍播演。

你说要谢谢她，谢谢她让你懂得爱情对女孩子有多重。


你知道一颗心能伤几回？

你知道一颗心能死几次？

你知道一种爱能有多疼？

你知道一个人有多害怕爱情，现在……

受伤的心，痛痛痛。

要有多久能痊愈？



原文出处：http://www.sanwen8.com/Article/shanggansanwen/200911/22381.html

Really ended..

I am really very sad...
I know it all along but I don't want to admit.
I hope I can recover...
I am really seriously hurt...
I really don't know why I am so unfortunate.
Perhaps its me who make you this way.

Your betrayal to me, your lies to me really hurts me!
I don't know who am I to you...
Someone stupid? who will never leave? who can't live without you?
You treat them better than me..
Who am I to you?
Someone whom you need cos you want to make use of me?

I am of the least important to you.
You asked her to stay when she is leaving but you never asked me...
You are so heartless to me...
Anyway..enough of the suffering.
I should have leave earlier.
But its never too late..
Go..go be with your not 1 but 2 Malaysian woman!
Enough of suffering for me!

Photo Blog

http://qphotoqtravel.blogspot.com/

Create another blog with my travel photos...
All photos..
Not completed yet, still in the process of uploading photos and editing.
Included more Jiu Zhai Gou's photo too.

不想回家

Don't feel like going home.
Nothing for me at that house.
There's no love..no happiness..
There's only sadness, suspicion, distrust, lies...
Seeing the walls alone everyday...
thinking all the negatives....

I want to get out!
I really want to get out!
I don't want to go back to that house!

王力宏「你不知道的事」《戀愛通告》

Saw this from Yuling's blog...
Not bad the song is nice..
Wang Li Hong...he is handsome!




蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 当你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒
你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 当你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒

你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多得是 你不知道的事

我飞行 当你坠落之际
噢噢~
你不知道我为什么离开你
我解释不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
在心里惊醒
你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

Alan Jackson - Remember When

This song were played in the cartoon "UP".
http://www.facebookvideodown.com/remember-when-up-34406.html

Sad but Nice song...





Remember when I was young and so were you
and time stood still and love was all we knew
You were the first, so was I
We made love and then you cried
Remember when

Remember when we vowed the vows
and walked the walk
Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard
We lived and learned, life threw curves
There was joy, there was hurt
Remember when

Remember when old ones died and new were born
And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged
We came together, fell apart
And broke each other's hearts

Remember when
Remember when the sound of little feet
was the music
We danced to week to week
Brought back the love, we found trust
Vowed we'd never give it up

Remember when
Remember when thirty seemed so old
Now lookn' back it's just a steppin' stone
To where we are,
Where we've been
Said we'd do it all again
Remember when

Remember when we said when we turned gray
When the children grow up and move away
We won't be sad, we'll be glad
For all the life we've had
And we'll remember when

Coming week.......

1st - Wonder what to make for my next dress this Sat ie, 12 Feb 11?

Shall remake a few of the dresses previously and post the picture of them.
Shall post dress 4...took some photos when i wore it to mum's house for reunion dinner but the picture did not turn out nice and the color seems different from the actual..shall retake and post..

2nd - Going for RT (Remedial training?) for my IPPT.
Failed my ippt and now taking training in order to help me pass...
Hmm...It will be twice a week from 4pm to 6pm on Tue and Thurs. Hopefully it is not that tough..anyway, can take a chance to slim down since I had eaten too much during CNY =P

Wonder what my weight is tomorrow...the usual weekly weight measurement at workplace.
*pray*

6 Feb 11, It's A Great, Great World

It's A Great, Great World - 大世界

Set in Singapore’s legendary amusement park Great World, the movie spans from the 1940s to the present day. It tells the stories of a multitude of characters who lived, worked, played, sang, danced and fell in love in Great World.Produced by MediaCorp Raintree Pictures, It’s A Great Great World is set in Singapore’s legendary amusement park Great World, which was also affectionately known in Hokkien as Tua Seh Kai or 大世界. Spanning the 1940s to the present day, the film tells the stories of a multitude of characters who lived, worked, played, sang, danced and fell in love in Great World.

Watched this show today, the show mostly in different dialects..
Showing 4 stories happened in the "Great World".
The show was quite funny, nice!
It was not only for the old who wanted to recap their memory, but it was also suitable for us and the young to get to know "Great World" which no longer exist. Moreover, the movie was not boring...

I was only 2 years old when the "Great world" demolished in year 1978.
My mum generation would have seen it. Not sure how alike was the "Great World" in the movie and the real "Great World" back then...hmm...

林峰-愛不疚 KTV

一直在骗我，

为了什么？
因为爱我吗？当我看到你们的照片， 我的心是多么的痛， 你懂吗？
以经拖了那么久， 我想是时后放弃了！
再在一起只会让自记痛苦， 何苦呢？
算了。。。。

 This is the song that he played always...




 林峰 - 愛不疚


林峰 - 愛不疚 [ 家好月圓 片尾曲/插曲 ]

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

3 Feb 11 - Gathering with Squardmates..

Its been >12 yrs!

We completed our training in 1998. The girls still try to keep in contact with each other though most of them already left the service.

From left : Bee hong, Joey, Zoe, Boon Khee, Chew and Shan...

↓ Photos below taken while Zoe was trying to set the timer on my camera..

from Shan...

3 Feb 11 - CNY visit to mum place - My niece

She loves to cry

Whenever, she started crying, its very hard to stop.

Her mum and dad would carry her and walk around non stop till she stops.

She would say...I don't want 阿姨...

When she was in happy mode like today,

she is cute,

she is adorable,

Her smile really warm my heart...

and She would say...阿姨, 我没有哭..

And when she started to cry, my mum would tell her...

你不是跟阿姨说你今天乖乖，没有哭lor...

She is scared of me....................................................

↓ The girl..

↓ My sis..

↓ She carried that and said " Gai Gai.."

↓ Gong xi Gong xi

↓ Bullet from the toy gun...

She would want to see what I captured after taking every shot of her...

CNY Day 1, 3 Feb 11 - Visit to Guan Yin Temple

Visit to Guan Yin Temple.

↓ 神鸟

Pick a Number and win

↓ 买香吗？

There were so many of such stores set up. Reminds me of Bangkok, 拜神还神，you will hear this near the 4 face buddha of Bangkok..Here in Singapore? 买香买花...

↓ Trying or helping?

Uncle selling "4D" ticket plus "Big Sweet" ticket. People will buy from him, wonder whether their intention is to help him? Trying their luck? or both? Hmm, but notice that nobody donated to those crippled and not selling anything...

↓ In to pray..

There were simply too many people. Everyone intended to pray for a good year ahead. Hmm..Kuan Yin was so busy...

↓ Waiting

↓ Lotus flower

Buy one to offer to Kuan Yin

↓ Skillful

To pick up a skill and master it well is difficult..wonder what he was making when I was at home editing the photo..hmm..should take his product also.

↓ Coffee shop

People after praying would come here for some coffee, have a break, if they were not rushing off to somewhere. Communicate with the family members at this Chinese New Year, how often do we really sit down, not thinking of work, etc, relax mode and communicate with our love ones?

↓  Stool thief?

Wondering whether anyone would really want to steal these stool though they were of bright pink and most colorful in this area? The owner had it chained...

I think yes...it will be gone if its not chained..

↓ Breakfast

Satisfied with just a cup of milo..

↓ Traditional 油条 and carrot cake..

↓ Old telephone..

I wished I had taken photos of the old times..those 叮叮糖 portable store which no longer existed, etc..

 ↓ "Golden" Mandarin Oranges
Wish everyone have a prosperous rabbit year!
财圆滚滚， 发大财！

2 Feb 11 - Reunion Dinner

团年饭，一家团团圆圆。
吃着饭，一家开开心心。

Some home cooked food from my mum.

Next year, the same dish again...haha